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Thursday, 12 June 2008

(Freedom and Justice)?? For All

Browsing through a rather good quality xanga, I found out something else about me that has changed. TheologiansCafe questioned if you are a conservative or a liberal.. When I was young, I believe in equality. Everyone should have the chance to equalized themselves with others at some point of their life. I'm talking about their rights in anything.
After I did a little bit research on both, I realized perfectly freedom is not the same with being equal. In todays time, there are a lot of groups that is fighting with all they got to get an equality status for everyone. And that's how we got a fucked up mind set in some people. Like how a supposedly sacred religious ceremony become just a symbol of love. If you love someone.. or something, go ahead fuck em. Or like how supposedly an adult individual with an adult mind set, become an emo e-punk rebels teenage that just follow the trend.
I am a conservative. I do not believe in equality. Everyone can not be equal with everyone else. That is why each individual is unique. And yes, everyone has the potential to better themselves. It's only a matter of whether they are willing or not. Some just give in to their weak side, which make our world is a fucked up place no matter where we live. Be it in Japan or in the United States of America. Just like the recent news of how this sunuvabitch ran over bunch of otakus in Akihabara and went killing spree like it was Counter Strike shit.
I am a conservative. I believe in nature law. How things supposed to work. No, I do not support all women should've been stay at home mom. Nuture their children(s), receive so much shit from all around-including the man that supposedly protect her, clean up after others; was not how things supposed to work. Open your eyes or your mind to be exact. Nature law is everything that is going up will go down eventually. It just a matter of time. And yes, it can goes up again. Only if that 'thing' knows how to get themselves up. And not just stay down crying and moaning like a bitch.
I am a conservative. I do not believe that utopia is exist in this current world. It won't exist in this time. No human have the same approach to bring in the so called utopia. That is why there will never be utopia exist for awhile. But I'm damn glad there is no utopia yet. Because it is so encouraging to see some people still fought with all their might to battle the evil side. Evil side from a sane point of view.
I am a conservative. What are you?

Tuesday, 10 June 2008

The Man Behind The Scene

The following content is referring to the 'weblog' that is featured in xanga front page.
I'm starting to wonder about who's the man behind xanga. The one who always pick people's featured posts and such. Because, his/her decision has become too predictable.. too cliche. I think the true purpose of featured posts is to start a geek wars, while he/she or they.. laughing their ass off real hard behind the scene. Since we all know, ".. arguing on the internet is like running in the Special Olympics. Even if you win, you are still retarded.."
Things that I noticed from following xanga featured posts are about their repetitive outrageous controversial topics:
- gay marriages
- race issues
- political issues (language, presidential, etc)
- religion vs atheist

The number one topic that I noticed to be featured the most lately is a topic which has the power to start a Holy War; between believers and atheists. Why is that?

Why can't we just focus on blogs that have values? That is not stirring up massive hates response. Some infamous photographer's blog is supposed to be more interesting than some bitter-for-the-world atheist/believer teen's blog. Some growing underground artist's blog is way more interesting than some use-english-when-you-order stuffs' blog. Even more, some funny everyday down to earth experience of some real individual is an absolute winner compare to some why-don't-we-let-them get married's blog.
A predictable topic always has a predictable comment and reactions.
Okay, xanga can banned me forever now =/

Monday, 09 June 2008

Summer Chills

Wait a minute.. Is it even summer yet? It's still spring no? Yet the weather is like 100's+ ... Anyhoo. A pretty refreshing music to cool up your summer ..or spring.
Have you ever heard Magnetic North? Now you do. Thanks to Junshien's blog that got featured, I got to know this awesome duo. Don't hate. I know in my post before I stated that my current music preference is jazz and classic. But I added that I still listen to all type of music. Including hip hop. I'm surprised that Wong Fu production is still making videos too. Last time I checked, they were all about graduating. They even have a farewell video and such. ..I think.. Since then I never check back their site. Go check out other Wong Fu Production videos.
One last thing.. can someone that have been a fan of Magnetic confirmed me if Polaris is also one of their hits?

Thursday, 05 June 2008

Coffee and Cigarettes

I never noticed that myself. Changes. I'm becoming somehow more refined or ironically matured, in only short amount of time.

7 Years Ago - 2001
Came to this wonderful country called the United States of America. Went to high school and start my life all over again. I succeed.

4 Years Ago - 2004
Graduated from high school. And since I was a bright kid, I got in to Penn State University.. for just a year. I failed.

3 Years Ago - 2005
Tried to get back on my feet. Attended the Art Institutes of Philadelphia; only to found out that the school is full of bullshit. I got kick out shortly after just one quarter. One fucking quarter. Reason? Student Loan need CARD. No. I was or am not an illegal immigrants. It still being processed. A month later or so after the unpleasant incident, my CARD arrived. I failed.

2 Years Ago - 2006
Worked at Dunkin' Donuts. Sadly was loving it.. I failed.

1 Year Ago - 2007 - till present
Go t accepted in APL Logistics. After about 9 months, got promoted to be the team leader. A supervisor assistant. *

*You decide whether I succeed or failed.

Lesson learned:
- Single is much better. No, I'm not regretting the fact that I'm in a relationship currently.
- People come and go. It does not matter anymore of whoever it is.
- Hang out with your old friends that you barely hang with anymore, is just too weird. Different environment called for different group of friends. Life's go on. Big deal.
- There are only two types of people that is very important. First, your family. Second, your significant other. No, I'm not becoming an introvert.

Other changes:
- I used to think that 24 hours for a day is a long time. But right now.. I think it was too short. I wish there are more than 24 hours a day.
- My preference for music has change. Jazz is in. Well.. I still listen to all kinds though. Rap, rock, alternative, pop, ballad, etc. It constantly change anyway. High school = pop, ballad, rap; college = rock, alternative; work = jazz, classic, soul.
- I have to divide my only weekend day, Sunday, very wisely. I need time for God, time for my family, time for my sweetheart, and time for myself.
- I was and am happy. It's different kind of happiness though. Before I was happy to be around my friends and just have fun, enjoying life. Right now, I am happy to have a great job, considering I'm only a college dropout. I am happy to have a girlfriend that love me to death; that's include the ugly me. I am happy to make my parents proud of me; as the backbone of the family.

Time sure flies..

Monday, 02 June 2008

A message for any STRAIGHT person that thinks GAY marriage need to be legalized

I'm tired of all these people who thinks gay marriage is fine. Especially I'm disgusted by the fact that every single time the topic is brought up and argued about, it always started by a STRAIGHT person. I think it's enough playing hero for gay communities. Those people are a fully grown adult just like yourself. They can take care of themselves. They do not need a hero, since our beloved country didn't jailed, killed, executed, or burned them just because they are gay. If they feel that they've been mistreated, they can come up by themselves and say something about it. Remember one thing, they are not DISABLED.

The following are not safe for work.

Does that still look right to you as a normal straight person?

However, I bet each and every straight guys out there, who also trying so hard to be a hero for gay communities, will love the next picture. Not safe for work content.

Mmmm.. Yummy right boys? Give me a break. You dudes out there who self proclaimed to be a big supporter of gay communities, just want to watch more of these right? Or you rather watch the picture above this lesbian one?

Get my point? Enough saying that gay marriage is totally fine and old traditional sacred marriage is so outdated. If you have something against the religion itself, come up straight. Do not hide under 'pro gay marriage' banner. This next quote is coming from a gay man himself:

"It seems to me that you have more of gripe against religion than the opposition to gay marriages. Many people that I know speak out against gay marriages and very few of them quote whatever the bible says. I am a gay man myself and I have to say that I think that the idea of me marrying my partner is ridiculous, his thinking on the other hand is to the contrary, but we're not going to break up over it. I genuinely believe that the institution of marriage is very sacred and because the majority of people are straight it should remain the way it is. I not against progressive ideas but you can't 'blanket bomb' society with something just because people think it's their right to do so. I believe children should be raised in a loving environment where a man and a woman are present all of the time. I have no intention of ever adopting a child, my sisters and brothers have children and I get to spend lots of time around them and that's enough for me. I was also wondering where is your 'amo'? Also this is a religious nation, have you never heard of 'one nation under God'? And the freedoms that you're talking about are being eroded everyday by the unlawful interventions of our government into places where we are not wanted. Gay marriages? Let's start showing a bit more basic resect for our brothers and sisters around the world first on the most basic levels before we start jumping on the back of the latest
trendy cause!" - David from this comments.

Last but not least, do yourself a favor, please do not write anymore of these controversial things (ex. gay marriage, the official language of the USA, etc.) just to be featured in xanga.